World full of lies

1.I keep going into one bad relationship after another I can't seem to break free of them I know how there going to all go and yet here I am sitting alone again.
2. I am a cheater its like I see nothing wrong in it but if I get cheated on I am hurt. Tell me that's not messed up.
3. I don't have any idea of who I am only that I am a Meth dealer at 26 years old I am Very beautiful just can't find truth to my world full of lies
4.I want to feel something real
5. I want to die

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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