Why do you still have sex?

1. I was raped by my brother but I don't hate him
2. I tell my boyfriend I love him but I sleep with my ex more
3. I leave my ex boyfriend to go see my current boyfriend.
4. When we have sex. It hurts and I pretend im somewhere else, like shopping online.
5. I think about killing myself while having sex because it makes me want to rip my skin off

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight



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