A good kind of failure

i know you'll have heared this all before so there's nothing shocking going to be said but i just feel the need to tell someone even though it wont really achieve anything.
1.) I want to die but im scared of failing at it again. im not scared of the thought of death, its the thought of not acheiving it.
2.) i hide everything i feel and even lie to my friends so they dont know im still unhappy.
3.) i  cut at work because if i didnt i wouldnt be able to cope.
4.) i prefer people thinking i want attention than knowing there was something atually wrong.
5.) i sleep around because i enjoy feeling wanted but i hateit at the same time

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual



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