Superiority is often lonely

1.) I'm only 19 years old but I really want to be a mom.  I would drop going out late and partying in a heartbeat.  I am completely aware of the difficulty of raising a child but I know I can do it.  It's the one thing I want most in life.
2.) I'm terrified of being alone.  I'm always surrounded by failing relationships and it makes me feel like the relationship I have now will without doubt, end poorly.
3.) My ego is constantly being fed and it's really affecting my personality and the way I treat others.  I know what I say to people is wrong but I love feeling superior.
4.) I lie to everyone about everything.  And I'm good at it.
5.) I act heartless but I am so emotional.  My friends have no idea how much of a softy I am.  Almost anything sad makes me cry.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight


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