Not telling doesn't make it not so

1. I am still in love with my ex and don't know how to let go. He is with someone else and its been three years. I know I should move on, but I don't know how.
2. I hate my life. I am miserable every single day. There are days when I wonder if I just disappeared would anyone even notice I was gone.
3. If it weren't for not wanting to screw up my kids, I would already be dead.
4. I was sexually abused by my moms boyfriend as a kid and raped at 16. No one knows and I won't tell because I don't want to be a victim, and my family probably wouldn't believe me anyway.
5.  I have become everything that I never wanted to be. Overweight, unemployed, lazy, single mother, and ashamed of my life as a whole.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: na



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