Lonely but not alone

1. I do everything I can to make those around me happy. Even if that means I am miserable. I don't know why I do this because deep down, I don't give a fuck.
2. I wish I could fight with my boyfriend and not be the one that has to give in. Every time we fight it always ends because I give in to whatever he wants. He's very jealous and possessive of me. I hate it but I like it all at the same time.
3. I cheated on my boyfriend last week. It was the worst sex ever. I completely regret it. I wish I could go back and not do it again. It was the worst sex ever. After it was over my pussy was dripping with cum and I didn't even get off so I know it was from the guy. Yet he told me he didn't know if he got off. Be for real, I know you did and you had to have felt it.
4. I have someone else that wants to get with me this weekend. Not sure if I want to do it or not. I have been with this guy before and it was a really good lay. I just don't want to do that to my boyfriend again. I totally regret doing it once and I really don't want to do it again.
5. I love my boyfriend with all my heart yet sometimes he really acts like he doesn't give a shit about me. He acts like he doesn't give a fuck about anyone but himself. It's a lonely feeling for me sometimes.
Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual

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