Everyone needs an ear sometimes

1. I wish my bestfriend wouldn't have met her boyfriend, she's all caught up on him, its annoying. & they fight everyday, & I always have to hear both of them bitch, I'm sick of hearing them blame eachother, there both fucking wrong. They need to grow the fuck up!
2. I'm scared to love, I've been hurt so much, & I know my current relationship isn't going to last so I don't wanna love or really start to like him, cause I know in the end, I'm going to be fucked over.
3. I'm scared as fuck of life in general, I'm scared to do things. I'm scared of dying, I'm scared of a lot of shit.
4. I'm a scared little bitch inside with a rough exterior, I don't like staying at anyones houses because I get homesick, & I miss my family. I'm a fucking pussy inisde.
5. I feel amazing when I get posted on this site, because I feel like someones acutally listening too me, I don't get listened to much, I have to hear other peoples problems, but they refuse to hear mine. It hurt so bad.

Bonus; ah, I'm sick of being judged of who I am, because of how I dress, how I do my makeup & my hair, I'm called a slut for having cleveage, having cleveage gives me confidence, which I badly need, my confidence is fucking shot. I've been hurt/insluted soo many times in my life, when I hear I'm "gorgeous,sexy,cute" I don't believe it. & another thing my boyfriend only calls me cute ? While he calls other girls hot & sexy, it makes me feel horrible...

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight

[Hey,
Just my random two cents because I used to worry about people judging me all the time... If you don't want to be judged, the quickest way to put a stop to it is to stop caring what other people think. If YOU like you, that's what really matters -- and if you don't like you, then that's the problem to work on, not winning other peoples' approval. As a wise musician once said, fuck the naysayers because they don't mean a thing.
K]


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