2. I have a best friend that only contacts me when her boyfriend is annoying her. And im like, wth. I just listen. She expects me to give her advice but, really, i feel like shouting to her face " wht the hell do i know about boys?!?!? " but seriously.. it sucks. Im always the listener coz i got no interesting/exciting stories to tell. Yup, my life is boring.
3. Ok. I really wish my grandma is still here with me, really miss her. And now i feel like crying coz she left us just like that. I didnt even have a chance to say goodbye. She died when i was 15. And i feel like i.. i just miss her so much right now. Breaks my heart to see her go just like that. I didn't really appreciate her and now i regret not letting her know that i love her so much. The love is still there. I still need you. I miss you and I love you so much eventho I haven't heard ur voice in more than 2 years..
4. I lost my best friend of nine years, this year. We just stopped contacting and stuff. I dont want to be the one who blames people, but really its her fault. I tried texting her and im-ing her but she always says shes busy. I mean cmon, just stop doing whtever u are doing for five minutes and talk to me dammit. I guess she doesnt appreciate me anymore. So after a few tries of contacting her, i stopped trying. I mean, whts the use if she doesnt wanna talk anymore. But hah, its ur lost, buddy..
5. Wht really affects my life is my first secret . I dont have anyone to talk to about that so i nvr ever get any advice from anyone about that before. Its really sad and i think im ugly coz of this. When i look at the mirror, im like, whos that ugly girl? Sigh. Sad huh... i feel that nobody wants me. 2010 really sucks. Nth good ever hppens.
Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: straight
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