True love as a fairytale

1. I stopped sleeping with my friends husband. 

2. But, I wish I still was.

3. Last time I saw him, the spark wasn't there anymore.

4. I wonder if I am even capable of true love anymore. Is this what a person gets when they break up with the only person who ever truly loved them, for someone else?

5. He was the best thing that ever was mine. And now, he won't even speak to me. How many times do I have to apologize?

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