Put out about putting out

1.  Lately I have HATED sex.  I don't even get turned on fantasizing about hot celebs and flying solo anymore like I used to.  I have gained 20 pounds in the past 6 months and I think that's why I'm disgusted by the very notion of it. I was at my ideal weight and then all of a sudden I ballooned up faster than Oprah.  I can't even look in the mirror anymore because I'm so ashamed. I need help!!

2.  I'll be thirty next month and can feel myself getting to be a grouchy old woman.  I'm just sick of the bullshit that people offer me.  I wish the world would just wake the fuck up and not be so soft and PC about everything.  Who cares if sonething hurts someones feelings, if it's true or otherwise justified of course.  Call a spade a spade, use common sense.

3.  Though I'm 30 I still believe in ghosts.  I'm not exactly sure what they are, but there is something around us that we can't understand.  My husband thinks I'm looney!

4.  Back to the sex thing,  I'd 10 times over prefer a back rub and a nice bath to sex and always have.  Am I the only woman who feels that way?  Surely not.  

5.  I know what you're thinking-- oh it must suck for that fat woman's husband--but I put out even though I don't want to do it.  I feign excitement for his sake.  He's hot so it's not his fault.  It's just that for some reason I can't see, he wants to fuck me all the time.

Gender: Female

Sexual Orientation: Other

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