Back on the wagon

I wrote "alcoholics need love too".. my girl wrote "a mind set at ease."  Yes I'm the alcoholic boyfriend. Yes I'm the one that called the ploice when she tried to kill herself. I'm just glad I'm not the 1 eatting her pussy.

I always wanted to go wit her to meet the weed guy but she would never let me go. I knew she was cheating on me with him. I just didn't want to believe it.

I wish I was fucking wit other females.. but I'm not.. I really don't want to.. I just kinda want to do it out of revenge right now.

I have been sober for 4 days now and I have started going to A.A groups. This is almost the longest I have been sober in over a year. I think about drinking all the time. But I'm doing good so far.

I'm really thinking about going and getting me a beer but I don't know if its worth it. I just want to get so drunk that I pass out and forget about this shit.. I really do hate my life now.. please pray for me.. I really do need it right now..


Gender: male
Sexual Orientation: straight


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