Thinking positive thoughts for your sister

1. I hate that I can't hold on to a guy even though I know I wouldn't be happy with them in a long term situation.

2. I'm doing the HCG protocol and so far I've lost 10 lbs. I just hate giving myself the shot. I have to do it quick or I'll get too dizzy and have to lay down. I hate needles!!

3. I'm pretty sure I'm in love with my friend with benefits but I can't tell him since he just got out of a relationship that really did some damage. Plus, I'm 90% sure he doesn't feel the same. I think he just likes screwing someone 10 years younger then him but I'm ok with that since he's an animal in the sack! Note: there were no benefits when he was with her- we weren't even talking then. 

4. I cried on the drive home tonight. My sister is having surgery to try and remove the cancer they just found. As I was thinking about it, Linkin Parks song "Shadow of the Day" came on and I just cried 10 times harder. If I lose my sister I'll probably kill myself or go nuts. Which ever comes first.

5. To the Navy Rocket Scientist guy who had a post titled "Fuck your dad-- I'm proud of you". I want to have your babies. Seriously, all 200 of them.

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