I might be going insane.
I think I have an std, I'm in the doctor's office as I'm typing this.
I want to destroy my ex and everything he loves.
I can't let go of my addictions, they always rear their ugly heads my way.
I wish I could be anorexic, but I can't bring myself to become that stupid.
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Some days I am sure everyone has feelings of insanity. Doesn't mean we are really headed that way.
ReplyDeleteHopefully your doctor's visit goes well and you don't have any STD.
I can understand wanting to destroy your ex. I had an ex like that too. I just ignored the feelings of ruining him and eventually it all went away. I have no feelings at all for him now.
Addictions are something you can't stop on your own. Once you admit that you need help with that and seek help things will get better. Celebrate Recovery is a great group. I am currently in that myself. Just thought I might offer a little help.
I sometimes wish I were not as big as I am, but never had a desire to be anorexic. I love food too much.