The thrill of stealing

I am addicted to self-destruction, opiates, and alcohol. I sabotage myself secretly hoping that if things get bad enough it'll force me to change.

I don't want to live, but I don't want to die.

I'm using my g/f for a place to live. I tell her I love her, but I don't, and the seriously fucked up thing is she really does love me.

I'm a deadbeat dad, but I really love my kids. I can't control what I do. I'm a runaway train! I fear Ill never see them again, or worse that they'll find me someday and ask me why?

I'm wanted in one state for four non violant crimes committed out of desperation to get high, and just for the thrill of stealing.

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