1. I start things but i don't seem to follow through on anything anymore.
2. Ive lost all motivation and i decided i don't want to go to college. i really just want to kick back and practice journalism or photography for a while. take a year off. or two!
3. My friends are really assholes right now. i can never ask them for a favor and get an honest answer back. they always lie or make promises they cant keep. i hate being the predictable, dependable one.
4. I hate guys who use girls and break hearts yet that's all I've ever done with my Ex boyfriends. i don't believe in love. just temporary happiness. and my lack of affection has made most of my Ex's resent me. life is weird.
5. I would love an easy job. one that wouldn't require me to do much of anything. i think i would love be a bartender or some simple city job that's exciting. maybe i will as soon as i get out of this po-dunk town.
Discuss this post.
1) Sounds like you may have a mild case of depression.
ReplyDelete2) Dropping out of school may not be the best answer. You should follow thru with some kind of degree. It's the only way to make it in life these days.
3) I can totally relate to the friend issue. I have friends that are the same way. Why do I always have to be the grown one on the situation? I understand. Maybe one day your friends will come around and thank you for being responsible.
4) I believe there is someone out there for everyone. You shouldn't give up so soon. There really is a thing called Love and it's amazing. It took me forever to find it but once I did, I knew for sure that's what I had.
5) If you are looking for an easy job, bartender may not be the best answer. That requires lots of leg work and customer service.
Good luck in whatever you decide to do. :)