Unhappy all around

* I don't want to be here right now.
* I feel like everyone is turning against me. Not sure why cause I haven't done anything to anyone.  Yet I feel like everyone hates me and would rather not hear from me anymore.
* Sometimes I want to run away.  Far far away from everyone and everything and just start over.
* I don't even know if I want to be in the relationship I am in.  I have so much extra time on my hands and it's so hard being good.
* I just want to be happy.  Wait that isnt a secret, everyone wants that.  Okay,  I would love to be happy being single and just enjoying whatever adventures come along.