Sounds like you probably shouldn't move

1. I think I got married because I'm 24 and that's what you're "supposed to do" around that age.

2. I'm leaving everything I know and all of my friends to live with him on base.

3. I'm so torn between what I want and what other people want for me that it's making me depressed.

4. I think if I move there I will die.

5. And I know exactly how I'll do it...