Sleep deprived

~I don't like to sleep. You know how when you sleep you feel good? I like the physical and mental torture of not sleeping. I'm about to hit my 43rd hour of no sleep and I couldn't be happier.
~I'm 15 and I want to be with an older guy. High school guys are immature and stupid (hormonal idiots). I wanted to be treated right for once.
~My mom and dad got divorced when I was 2 and I still have daddy issues. I would love to know what it feels like to grow up with a father. And when my friend talks about how her mom and dad don't understand her it pisses me off. She has no idea what its like.
~When I was in elementary school I was molested by a staff member. I still talk to him and I would love to see the look on his face when he sees that I remember.
~I hate being on summer break. But I love that I don't get to sleep.