Praying for a change

* I fell deeply in love with a guy from another country. He stopped IMing me and I still miss him everyday.

* I think about what might have happened if I had stayed instead of moving but I know that I'm much better off being where I am.

* Truth be told, if he asked me back, as much as I know it couldn't work I'd be in.

* I think I should pray more often. God was/is the only stable thing in my life.

* I've been waiting for ages to move out. I can't wait til' my time August but I think I'll feel trapped there too.