Misery loves company

1. I was brutually beaten and molested as a young girl.
2. I love watching people being in pain, even though i feel bad.
3. I have suicidal problems and i cut myself to make sure im still alive.
4. I also like to put myself in heart pumping situations to see what it's like to be on the brink of death.
5. I have ruined every friendship ive ever had because i like to see how far i can push people, 2 have lead to suicides....