Looking for trouble

I recently cheated on my wife for the 5th time in the years we have been married. Its not that I dont love her I just really wanted to get a bj.

I dont plan to do it again  but u never know. If the opportunity presents itself who knows what may happen.

I like to people watch and see just how fucked up some poeple look when they leave their homes.

I want to know what it would be like to kill somone. Just to see the light leave somones eyes.

I wouldnt ever do it . . .  not unless my family was at risk.