1. I look so happy to my family. They don't know I tried to kill myself but failed.
2. I know if I ever try again I will succeed.
3. I can go to my ex, fall on my knees and beg her to be with me again and if she rejects me I can kill myself in front of her.
4. I live only because my mum wants me to do.
5. I have a living devil inside of me, I think I'm a good person but I fear that one day this could change... completely.
I think you just need a friend.
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