Nympho in ♥

♥ I am 22 and dating a 34 year old, he is an amazing guy,but I'm not sure were right for each other. He can't handle me in bed.
♥ my ex was such a dick to me when we dated. And months later he sends me such sweet loving texts telling me he's sorry and he misses me. I feel nothing for him...but I want him to hurt like I did.
♥ I'm such a nympho...but not a whore, I only do it when I'm in a serious relationship...when I'm single its strictly toys.
♥ I work out every day but when I look in the mirror I don't see what everyone else does. I just want to be happy with myself.
♥ when I was little my uncle made me do things to him...but I would never tell anyone. I'm too discusted...