Not all those who wander are lost

1. Even though I should be over my verbally abusive, cheating ex fiance, I'm not
2. In fact, although it's been almost a year since our split, I wish he wanted me back
3. I hate myself for feeling that way.
4. I am petrified someone will find out about the amount of facial hair that I have...and I'm a girl.
5. I lie and say I am getting happier each day but at 35 I am more lost than I have ever been