Listen up

1. I have a huge crush on this guy. I'm married. I haven't cheated since we've been married. But I think if I get the chance I will.
2. I'm scared ill never be truely happy with my wonderful life because I'm so self destructive.
3. I hate my father soooo much more than most people realise.
4. I think I'm starting to really not like one of my best friends and that breaks my heart.
5. I fucking hate when I'm talking and no one listens. They are looking at me but they are just waiting til they get a chance to interupt me. I feel no one EVER truely listens or cares what I say. But when they want to talk I always listen. I'm just gonna not give a fuck anymore.