It's not shallow if it's true

1) I'm 30 years old and have only slept with
4 men, 3 by choice. My mother is a whore, she even fucked my 7th grade boyfriend. Sometimes I wish I had the guts to be like her and fuck around due to my overwelming sex drive.
2) I love and am faithful to my husband. I have stuck by him through his cheating, get rich schemes and felony ways. I support his pipe dreams, though he has never supported mine. I know this is shallow but I know I'm too good for him. I would cheat on him if I found the right person.
3) I want to be intimate with a girl. I've never kissed a female... I wonder if I would like it.
4) male on male porn turns me on.
5) I am multi racial and I have only been with black men, I am honestly attracted and would love to fuck a white man.