It's just a number

1) I hate my mother who is a drug addict and as horrible as you think it sounds I'd rather he just die...
2)my best friend is my older brother who is over 2000 miles away... where I wish I was!!!
3)I have sex fantasies about a customer from my work
4)I cry every day over the loss of my grandmother who I love more than anything ever
5)I lie about the number of sex partners I've had I feel if I told anyone the true number they would be disappointed