Happiness is rarely ever-lasting

1. I left my husband of 14 years for a man 15 years younger than myself, whom I currently live with.
2. I am very insecure... afraid my boyfriend will leave me for somebody else...closer to his age.
3. I don't trust him, I think he is flirting with or wanting to be with this other girl he used to like. They texted quite a bit last night...saw it on the overview part of my online bill, his texts...all of them...mysteriously disappeared.
4. Very rarely do I get off with him, I miss sex with my husband.
5. I don't think I will ever be happy