Beautiful

1)I pretend I'm over my ex-boyfriend I broke up with because I'm to scared to admit to him that what we had was real.
2)I lie about my exciting older boyfriend so my friends think SOMEONE loves me.
3)I tell my Grandma faboulous stories about my friends so she thinks they actually care about me.
4)I post little sticky-notes about beauty around my school in hopes someone will do the same and I'll feel beautiful.
5)I'm to afraid to exchange two words in to the guy I sit by every day in the library in fears he'll call me fat and ugly.