In need of therapeutic dick

1. I am 22 and never masturbated until last week
2. I was just playing with my bell down there when i  gave myself probably an orgasm. I moaned the best moan ever.
3. I would love to be in a friends with benefits relationship with my co worker but too shy to approach and my innocent girl image won't let me anyways.
4. Every guy i know i wanna jump their bones until i come and i still wouldn't stop jumping
5. I am paranoid that if i don't find a dick soon i will get into depression, my feelings are too hard to control now