When are you going to make your move?

1) i hate my mom and wish she would die.
2) i love a boy i will never ever have.
3) i sit in my room at night and think of many ways i could die, and i picture it happening.
4) i often wonder if i hadn't have lost my virginity to that asshole, if i would still care for him now like i still do. maybe i just care because he was my first.
5) i like girls more than i like boys, and i am attracted to my best friend.