Decisively Indecisive

1. I had two abortions as a teenager. The first in eighth grade and the second as a junior. Two different boyfriends.
2. I came out as a lesbian at 18, but now, many years later, wonder if I'm bisexual. I'm too scared to act on that thought.
3. When I dated boys as a teenager, I cheated on them all- usually with their best friend.
4. I'm currently in a long term relationship with a woman, but told everyone we broke up.
5. I'd rather have sex with myself than someone else.